Ad infinitum

I want you to clash with reality every single day. I want you to struggle against this very moment. I want you to fight every life situation with all your might. In fact, I want you to struggle against the whole universe. The more you do that the mightier and sharper I become. The more you lose, the more I win. You can never find me if you look for me because I’m nowhere, nobody and nothing. I am built from your anxiety, your doubts and your fears. My realm is terror and darkness, and you’re up to your neck in it. Don’t ever think of being able to leave it one day…I’m your horrible little ego and you’re mine ad infinitum.